I am so mad right now I am physically shaking and fighting the urge to just be sick.
Or grab an axe.
I can’t even share what has me so pissed off in the first place and that just makes me madder.
I can’t go outside and let off a scream because the neighbours will panic and call the police.
So instead I am screaming here in bloggosphere.
Block your ears…
I still don’t feel better
I feel like an idiot
I feel lied to
I feel a piece of trash kicked to the curb
I feel sick and dirty and small
I feel like I am caught between a rock and hard place
Knowing that in the end I am the one who end up apologising for overreacting
Knowing that that isn’t true
But I’ll say it to keep the peace
Knowing that nothing is ever going to change
So I may as well just suck it up
And stick a smile on my face
That will never reach my eyes
When what I really want to do
Is crawl into a deep dark warm cave
And just stay there